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foolishben001
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Name: Ben
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Birthday: 10/1/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: hmm, well, science, gaming, music, art, literature, nerdiness,more than this, but i am not quite sure what to say.......well, just i.m. me and I will explain everything
Expertise: being me, need anything else be said?
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  foolishben001
Yahoo:  foolishben001
Member Since:
5/29/2004
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| I have a question, as there are, in theory, people that know me,
actually know me, in person, that read this thing, tell me,
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
I need this answered, because if I cant make answers by myself anymore
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| Well, here I am, one more time. I dont really know why I am here, I
just had this random impulsive urge to write something in my now
defunct blog. I personnaly think I am trying to re-connect with my
passing youth by using something that had such an importance back in my
halcyion days. So, here I am, at 10 am, writing these exact words for
what I hope is that reason.
My life is a complete mess. I start school in 6 weeks. I havent packed
yet, and, unless I find somewhere to live by then, I will be living out
of the car. Doesnt help me much that I wrapped in this cycle where I
wrapped up in my old life, where a group of people that I care about
far too much are held hostage by a pair of ruthless madmen too excited
by their new hummers to see that the people they push the hardest, and
ask the most from, are sweltering in their pain.
I can and could relate more horror stories and such, but I havent the
heart to do so this early in the morning. I will say one thing, this
infernal blog is good to bitch into, or maybe I just need to bitch, as
much as possible.
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| I still exist! See, I came back just to prove all my nuts and bolts and such still move smoothly. I have been insanely busy lately, but here I am, home and online. Well, farewell all, just stopping by old haunts to dispell any roumors about my being abducted by aliens or some such thing. | | |
| I was about to go too bed but, I was striven to come and write something in this thing before it falls into utter disrepair. So, here is my mighty post to avoid complete disrepair ( I give it another few weeks before i stop updating all together) | | |
| Well, things have changed greatly. My plans for school in a few months are complex and crazy and sorts of madness. i wish i had more time to update, perhaps tomorrow | | |
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